Soooooo.. haha

Oh how far life takes you in but a short while. Life is amazing. I have not been on here because I have been in pure bliss.. I cant believe my son is almost 4. Aaaaaaahhhhhh.. I have wondered about a few dear friends of mine on here. And I have fallen short in keeping up with them as life took its course. But i hope they have known deep down that they have stayed on my mind. Isnt it funny that life is so screwed up and perfect all in the same way. Instances that are only in fantasy happening to you.... happening to people you love. Whether it be a wonderful fantasy or a horrible fantasy.. it all amazes me. Of course it causes other emotions as well.. But amazement of life is where i am right now. Good, bad, ugly.... I feel, for the first time, in tune with who i am. I have gone thru so many changes. Physical and emotional. And I am where i want to be. And I thank everyone along that way. Assholes and saints alike! I love you all LOL