Thursday, April 21, 2011

Guilt

"It is easy to let go when holding on hurts so bad."

I was feeling guilty today. I cry and I wake up with sweats, and I worry and I feel sick. But with all that, it is still not as bad as I think I should feel. And when I was thinking about that today, I remembered this. No matter how hard it is, it is still a relief from what it was. Just wanted to say that because it was on my mind.

All I wanted was to collapse in someone's arms today and just cry and not move, but noone was there to catch me.

2 comments:

  1. ='(
    I hope to see the smile back in your eyes soon.

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  2. Oh, this made me so sad. I hope you find your peace.

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