Sunday, April 17, 2011

Now I know in this video he left her. But it was just as hard for me to leave. And yesterday that is what happened. I got me and little man ready and I told him I couldn't do it anymore. It's been a long time coming. And I'm struggling a lot. As I sit in this hotel room I lean on my friends. I can't talk to him. As I told him I was leaving, that was the first bit of emotion he has showed me in two years. I just have to live better than that. I just pray for strength.


  1. I don't know what to say but I can feel your pain, and your loneliness through your words.
    You are the only person who can decide and choose the path your life would go, and I believe there is no one who has the right to stop you from exercising you choice.
    I just hope you will decide to be happy. Maybe not always, but happy enough and not in pain.

  2. I believe you never immediately know if your choice was the right one or not. In time I know ill figure it out. I'll know if I'm happier and if my life has more out there. Thank you PB .

  3. Good Luck Pix you will be fine you could tell from the first moment how un satisfied you are complacency is not contentment, a child is everything... but not enough... emotionally you need better or more... and you will have and get that...then you will be the best Mother that you can be because you are happy.
    Take care Stace
    email if you need to talk